It's a bitch convincing people to like you
If I stop now call me a quitter
If lies were cats you'd be a litter
Pleasing everyone isnt like you
Dancing jigs until I'm crippled
Slug ten drinks I won't get pickled
I've got to hand it to you
You play for all the same rules
It takes the truth to fool me
And now you've make me angry
I can't decide whether you should live or die
Oh you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why my heart feels dead inside
Cold and Hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
I'm going for a ride
Oh I could throw you in the lake,
Or feed you poisoned birthday cake,
I wont deny I'm gonna miss you when you're gone
Oh I could bury you alive
But you might crawl out with a knife
And kill me when I'm sleeping that's why.
Scissor Sisters - I Can't Decide
Found the lyrics of this song really funny, especially the last verse; and its happy tune is such an irony.
Once again we reach the end of another year. End of 2006, on to 2007. Brand new year, brand new start, brand new set of challenges. But why don't I feel anything? I don't know whether I should feel excited, or sad, or anxious, or... Maybe I just feel ambivalent (as taught by Toh Toh). Maybe the reason I feel nothing is because I don't have school on 3rd Jan. Muahahah. So it continues to feel like a holiday. Hmmm. A simple countdown this year, I also don't really feel like welcoming 2007 with a big bang. 2007 just means I'm going to be one year older. (n..i..n..e..t..e..e.....) Darn its so difficult to even spell that out. AH whatever, I feel like I'm going to become an old hag with dark eye rings and winkles and a pancake face. -.-
Anyway, should I do a set of New Year resolutions even though I never fulfil them? Ok I shall. Here goes:
1. Become more involved in church, go for mission trip '07, join the music and evangelistic ministry and get back to playing that organ! (A'levels has turned me rusty.. :( )
2. Exercise! Get healthy! Eat less carbo! Slim down to 42kg! Get rid of thunder thighs, pancake face...
3. Never promise anything that I'm not sure that I can fulfil.
4. More family time, now that my bro's overseas I have a duty to keep my parents company so they don't feel lonely :P
5. Be more careful and thrifty with money (now I seem to be spending money like drinking water.. post-christmas sales you see)
6. Spend more time with friends :) And get in touch with peeps whom I haven't met for a long long time..
7. Cope and do well in school (university I hope), listen in lectures, take notes blah blah
8. Pick up at least one new skill! (eg. driving, scuba-diving etc) or do something daring eg. bungee jumping, backpacking..
9. Participate in more community-involvement programmes like OCIP!
10. A fun-filled, eventful, meaningful and enjoyable 2007 :D
YAY done. Shall review it again on 31st Dec 2007. If this blog still exists. Alright 2007, BRING IT ON! And HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE READING THIS!!
/EDIT
Forgot to mention, bought these 2 books from MPH yesterday. :) Because they were on discount! The Time Traveler's Wife and Inheritance of Loss. I saw Mitch Albom's For One More Day, but it was $32.90! Gosh, expensive book. Anyway I heard these two books are really good.. can't wait to start on them! :D
And I can't believe I cried when my brother called from Canada. I guess I just missed him too much. :(